Today

Today

By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora

Thursday 15 March 2012 [1328h]

Under normal circumstances I do love the rain

But in my current situation it causes me pain

To feel the dislike and anger ooz into the love I hold for him. It's dim,

it's dark, my heart sinks into the pit of my gut

I step into the rain, the mud, the cold

The sun is gone, I'm thrown into a hole,

Into the pit of new despair, I dare not to speak again

But alas my soul is torn

Not in two, not into shreds - Just torn

Like the indecision brewing in my head

The feeling of being forlorn, and worse,

Of having made him feel that way too

The ache in my chest and head colide

Inside; a rollercoaster ride of emotions and explosions

I lay my head to rest and thus I rest my case,

I am sad today.