Take me as I am!

Me

[Sunday 11 September 2011 - 0437h]

Sometimes I make mistakes, but sometimes I make you think I made a mistake, when really, the mistake was yours. My pride sometimes makes me say or do things that might upset people, but I always do my very best to put my pride aside for those I really care about. Sometimes I hurt people, but I always apologize when I know I've done wrong, and sometimes even when the wrong wasn't mine, becuz I try my best to see things from your perspective. Or maybe I just miss talking to you enough to put my tail between my legs and say sorry, even though you hurt me bad, and it wasn't me to blame.

So think about this the next time you decide that I'm not good enough;

Do you ever realize when you've made a mistake towards me?

Do you care enough to try to put your pride aside for me?

Do you think that I'm unbreakable, or that you're too good to hurt me?

Am I important enough for you to apologize first when you've done me wrong?

... Or is it always my fault in your eyes?

So if I decide to leave you to your space until you decide you miss me enough to say sorry, will we cease to be friends?

We're all human; that includes me. So if you hate me for being as human as you, then leave me be; just stop fighting me. I've given up trying to cling to the people I love, when they don't care enough to keep the bond between us unless I do it 1st. I've given up trying to be there for people who don't need me anymore. It's time to make the hard decision, and let go of the ones I love, cuz I no longer have the strength to hold on to them when they're not holding on to me back. The bonds are much too heavy now for me to hold up alone.

If you think I'm not good anough anymore, then let go.

This is a part of life. Life is BitterSweet.

This is who I am.

Take me as I am!