My Head Hurts

Over

By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora

Saturday 17 March 2012 [0314h]

He says I cannot see

How much he really cares

How much to him I mean

Yet now I'm in despair

He says I'll never truly know

How much he really loves me

Yet now he will not show

He just says "She still can't see"

How can I see with eyes full of tears?

What isn't even there

Cuz he's not talking to me still

Even though he says he cares

He wants me to "see" his love

He says he loves me true

Yet he hasn't even tried

To be the one to end the feud

So here I've been waiting

Over 2 days has it been

For him to show he loves me

Yet... Nothing

So it's time to let go

Though it breaks my heart

What kind of love is this

If we cannot play the part

We're not talking, not at all

And he says "She still can't see"

Yet all I've been doing is waiting

For him to show me

Since he didn't even bother

Since he didn't even try

My heart has broken once again

All I can do is cry

... and cry.

Till the crying is over.

But for now I'll cry...

... Cuz I say It's over.

My Heart Hurts